The Bangalore Days

It is 7 am in the morning; my roommate may come anytime, Oh shit! I am doing this
as a secret thing; these words were told by Reshmi in tension. Reshmi’s original name is
Raghav, yes, he is a crossdresser and he likes to dress up in girly stuff, when he is alone and
imagine himself as Reshmi. Now, I have to be very quick, in setting all things right, before
my roommate Ganesh turns up. I am not sure, what he will think on seeing this girly stuff.
First thing is to get rid of the makeup which consists of eyeliner, lipstick and Bindi.
Secondly, look out for the accessories that were utilised for dressing up. This includes the
anklets, chain, ear ring and nose ring. The problem with the girl’s dress is, we need to wear
everything to look attractive and the boy alter doesn’t want to look attractive at all. The third
set includes, the dresses to be hidden. All these stuffs are hiding by Raghav in a bag and it
will be locked in a cupboard.
Luckily, Ganesh has never checked the cupboard of Raghav, Ganesh is little bit fat
and tall, so the dresses of Raghav won’t fit him. Actually, Raghav wanted to stay alone, so
that he can persuade his dreams of being a girl inside. But he is staying in the Garden city,
where the cost of living is so much. So, he wanted to have a shared Accommodation. Ganesh
is his college mate and working in night shift for the same company for a different project.
so, Raghav was ready to accept Ganesh as his roommate, since Ganesh won’t be available on
nights and will travel to his native almost every weekend.
Of course, like other crossdresser, Raghav doesn’t have the courage to go out dressed
up in girly stuffs. The maximum he wants to do is dress and feel girly inside four walls.
Raghav is a person with fewer responsibilities, his parents are earning well and he just wants
to earn, as he was born a boy. In his family, the minimum quality to be considered as a man is
to get a job at least as a daily wager. So, out of compulsion, he decided to work and he had
chosen the location to Bangalore as he can get freedom to crossdress.
Now, he is living his dream life as a girl, whenever he wants. He acts as if, he has
some concern for his friend Ganesh and ask him to message him as soon as he reaches his
office. But the reality is Ganesh once reaches office, will not be able to come back and he can
start dressing as soon as he reaches his office.

(How it all started?)

It all started as an experiment. Yes, when Raghav was 12 years old, he had to stay
alone in home as his parents went to attend an important function. The next day was exam, so Raghav was not able to attend the function. If he travels, he would become tired and will not be able to revise the chapters he had already studied. So, his parents made him stay at home and asked to study. But Raghav ignored them and was keen on watching TV, since internet was an unknown term for him during that time.

Suddenly, it looked like raining and he got a call from his parents, checking what he
was doing. Raghav replied that, he is studying. He is very clever that, he put the TV on mute,
before attending the call. His mom asked him to do a favour. Please take the clothes that had
been put for drying and put it on the sofa. Because, it seems like raining and the clothes may
get wet. Raghav was hesitant to go, but he told yes to them.

One of his favourite movies was going on the TV and he never wanted to miss any
scene on that movie, even though he is seeing that movie for the nth time. But there was a
commercial break, he immediately opened the door and took the clothes and placed them on
the Sofa. It was his fortune or bad luck, suddenly the cable connection gone. Raghav cursed
his luck. He was bored. Usually, during his bored times, he used to play self-cricket.
He will be the batter, he will be the bowler, and the chair will be the fielders. If he hits
the ball to the chair on the single pitch in a slow manner, he assumes it to be single or double
run. If he hits a shot after pitching, if it goes above the chair, it is considered as four runs and
full toss is six. If he misses the ball, it is considered bowled and if it hits chair on the full, it
becomes catch out. This is how, he used to play self-cricket.

But now he cannot do that also, because few days back, his neighbour has complained
to his parents that, his son is making noise by hitting the door, those neighbours, who are old
aged people, feel this as nuisance and causing disturbance to them. So, they warned their son not to play and cause disturbance to the elderly people. So, he cannot do that also. He is in no mood to study as he has already studied for the exam.

He was sitting on corner of the room and started to read the magazine. He came
across an article having a different content, which he has never heard about. It was about a
transgender. How, the boy left the home at his early age, how he got converted into a
transgender and his return back to native and acceptance at his home. Raghav doesn’t have a full understanding about transgender, but he used to know that, they are men who like to wear dress that were supposed to wear by women.

May be his curiosity increased while reading this article, he was eager to know that,
how does it feel to wear the dress. He looked into the clothes that were kept on the sofa. His
mother’s saree, bra, blouse and petticoat were also lying on the sofa. He slowly, went near the dresses and picked them up. It was the first time; he was looking into these clothes. He knows his mother wears saree and blouse. He never had an idea that she wears bra and petticoat inside them.

All of a sudden, he felt like trying them. Initially, he took the bra; he felt that two ends
of them were to be worn on both the sides of the hand. But he felt like the two ends were lose
and the cloth was falling down easily. Then, he was looking at it front and back. He found
that strap was there and he needs to tie that strap to tighten the cloth, so that it will not fall
down. He put the strap first and wore it like a T-shirt.

The next piece of cloth that he took was a blouse. He knows to wear it as it was like a
shirt and instead of button, it was hooks in front. It was very loose and his bra straps were
visible, he already started to feel some current passing inside his body. Next, he took a
petticoat and he thought that, it was like a track pant, since it had knots like track pant, the
only the difference that he felt was the track pants had two different holes for different legs,
whereas the petticoat has single opening to insert both the legs.

He entered both the legs inside it, still it looked very lose, and then he tied the knots
and the end. He started to drape saree, but he was not getting the exact method of draping it.
He was draping as per his observation which was totally wrong. He started liking it and this
incident was making him attracted to wear ladies dress and he never knew that this was the
beginning of his feminine journey.

(No looking back)

That night, they had returned back from the function and he has left the clothes at
sofa, before they returned and he was watching TV. Slowly, he started to wear his mom’s
dresses, whenever he gets chance. He avoids function staying at home, sometimes his mother used to fold clothes before leaving to function, so Raghav doesn’t want to take risk, as if he uses those dresses and unable to fold them properly, then he might get caught.

Slowly, he started to observe the folding done by his mom and he used to practice the
folding hacks to the unfolded dresses and he became an expert and folds the dresses as his
mom dress. Then, he started using his mom’s dress whenever he was alone, no matter new
one, old one or ironed one. He can keep them at place as it was left by his mom. He was very
keen on that. Slowly days went and he kept on passing the classes and was about to clear his board exams and waiting for results.

He wanted to go and study in a college outside his city. So that, he will get more time
to crossdress. He is not bothered about studies much. He just needs to study for pride and his parents enrolled him in some engineering college in the same city. It was boring journey of
education for him. But he demanded a computer and internet connection, if he needs to study
in same city. It was a time of the year, where internet is kind of luxury, not everyone could
afford.

But his parents were wealthy enough and they immediately agreed to his request and
purchased a new computer and provided internet connection. He used it maximum for his
girly feelings only. He used to see videos on how they drape saree and much more things.
Though very few videos were there during that time on these topics, he was a quick learner
and immediately he used to try them whenever he gets chance.

His interest towards crossdressing was increasing and his parents were not able to
take care of him as both wanted to work till retirement, so that they get a proper pension after
retirement and Raghav got lot of chances to stay alone at home. At one such instant he came
across social media and he joined facebook. He came to know that all of his friends were in
facebook, but he was not keen to chat with them. He wanted to know about the people who
feels similarly like him and created an account and looked for a feminine name for him and
he felt Reshmi was good name and he created an account in that name.

The Social Media Gimmicks and the first real meet

Though Face book is a good platform of communication for the introverts. Raghav
initially was hesitant to create an account in a girly name. But he had created; he started to
get a lot of friend request as people thought it is a Real girl. But he said that he is not a girl
and people started scolding him. But there were some men who were still keen on him.
Raghav was new to that platform and initially struggled a lot of managing the account. At
times, he had even thought to delete them.

But, one day another crossdresser messaged Raghav. He asked Raghav for his pics.
Raghav was hesitant to share. Raghav wanted to check, if it was a genuine person as he came
across a lot of fake persons. That person came a video call and he found it was an unknown
person and thanked for revealing his identity, his name was Jagan. Jagan asked Raghav not to
worry. There are many people like him. Jagan has feminine name as JancyLakshmi. She told
me that she is running a secret cd parlour nearby home.
(Instead of mentioning Raghav, I am mentioning I from now onwards, so that there will
not be any disturbance in the flow.)

She asked me, if you are interested, you can come and dress up. She told she will
charge Rs1500 per visit. I told, sorry sis, I cannot afford that much, as I am just a college
student, don’t get that much pocket money also. She told me not to worry, in that case, I can
pay her just Rs500/, I thought this is right price of dressing, but she demanded me too much. I agreed to meet her.

She told to come near one temple and she told she will pick me up. I came and was
waiting there, but she did not turn up. I thought of leaving from that place, thinking this
person is also a spam. Then, he called me back and told sorry, that she was inside the temple
and then temple was crowded, so she was unable to attend the call. I told thanks for turning
up, because, for a moment, I was mood out and felt that you are also fake like many people in
facebook.
She replied that, there are some of genuine people like me as well. She asked me to sit
behind her in the scooter. She asked me what you would to have. I told I want to dress up, she
told me not to worry that will happen? Now, she asked me to take something. I told her to
give water. She immediately gave me. I paid her the 500 rupees she asked me. She told
thanks and told that, she could see the anxiety in my eyes for dressing up. She told me to
come to her bedroom.
I went inside the room and she asked me to remove the shirt and inners. I was a little
bit shy to become nude in front of someone, as it was the first time. She found out that I am
shy, she asked me to dress up in the dresses she gave me. I wore the bra, it gave me an
excellent shape, then I tied the petticoat and blouse, blouse was a little bit tight. She helped
me to fit my body. Then, she began the makeup session, I was worried about saree. She told
that, we will apply makeup and then drape the saree.

She kept wig on my forehead, already I started to feel like a girl. Then she applied
foundation, lipstick and some other makeup items. I was slowly getting transformed into a
girl and I am seeing the same in the mirror. She draped me the saree and showed me in
mirror. I was shocked and it was such a wonderful transformation, I looked like a real girl in
front of the mirror. It was first time; I was completely transformed into a girl.
I asked her to take some pics. She took it. I was bored and did not know what to do. I
asked Jancy, only Crossdressing services or you provide anything else? She did not get it, I
told her that, the women inside me wants a man, and can you please help her out.

I thought that, she will have some tops that can enjoy with me. But she told she is bisexual and she can help me out. I agreed, she started to kiss me, hug me and treated me like a proper lady. Then, she sucked my nipples and bit them hard; I was feeling heavenly and girly. We both had mutual cum and I bid her goodbye.

(More and More Feminine Feelings)

Raghav forgot that he was male and he started to have a lot more of feminine feelings.
Whenever he gets chance, he gets feminine feelings. He has become an addict of
crossdressing and whenever he gets chance, he dresses up. He was afraid of meeting
strangers, occasionally when she has money; she makes a visit to Jancy and does a dressing
session with her for Rs500 and she favours her by Submitting herself to Jancy.
Days went and Raghav was desperate to dress up more and explore more.

He was desperate to get a job outside his Native and want to explore his femininity, but his parents kept a check by making him stay with a friend named Ganesh. Bangalore was definitely a wonderful place to explore for crossdresser. But only concern is the cost of living is too high at Bangalore. But that too is not a concern for Raghav as he can spend his full earnings for himself and not to worry about his parents as they are well settled and they never wanted a single penny from him.

After reaching Bangalore, he decided to have his own dresses and girly items; he did
not want to depend on another crossdresser or man. To Purchase dress, he had a little fear in
mind. He actually has an Amazon prime account, but he never shared it with his roommate
Ganesh. Whenever, Ganesh is not there, he used the account. He came to know that Ganesh is going on vacation to his native for 4 days. So, he ordered the wig in Amazon prime, the
delivery, he wanted was on the next day itself.

The parcel was delivered in our PG and the delivery boy looked at me in a very
strange manner. Usually, they won’t mention the product name, but in my case, not sure, if he
found out what was inside. I did not bother; I just collected the parcel and took inside my
room. I was very eager to open and see what was inside that parcel like a kid, who was
opening some gifts that were delivered during their birthday.