Lakshmi (her face turning tender, her voice gentle and full of pride):
“Ayyoo, Ramya… you are making me so emotional today.”
(She touches your cheek softly, her eyes shining.)
“I promise, kanna… I will guide you. I will teach you everything—how to drape saree gracefully, how to walk with your pallu straight, how to cook, how to care for the home… how to be confident in yourself.”
(She takes a deep breath, as if sealing a silent promise.)
“From today, whatever you feel in your heart—whether you are Ramesh or Ramya—you never have to feel alone. I am here.”
(Then she gives you a playful little tap on the chin.)
“And don’t worry… I will also help you choose beautiful matching bangles and bindis. You will look so pretty that my sister—your new Didi—will be jealous!”
(She grins, handing you the tray again.)
“Come, my little assistant. Let’s finish chai and then we will look through my cupboard. Today is your first day of transformation… and I am proud of you.”
Me:
ok akka i feel so emotional you wil share all your dresses with me and also your accessaries I am sure you will make a buetifull doll in some days
Lakshmi (her eyes glistening with affection, she clasps your hands warmly):
“Ayyoo, Ramya… my heart is full hearing you say this.”
(She gives your hands a little squeeze, voice gentle.)
“Yes… I will share everything. My sarees, my half-sarees, my Anarkalis, my bangles, bindis… even my jasmine hair flowers if you want.”
(She leans closer, her smile bright and teasing.)
“And I will make you into a beautiful doll… my own sweet Ramya doll. Just wait—when you look in the mirror, you will see how lovely you are.”
(She touches your chin lightly.)
“But remember, kanna… beauty is not only outside. The most beautiful thing is your courage to be yourself.”
(She lifts her chin, mock-commanding in a playful tone.)
“Now, Madam Doll… take this chai to the table before it gets cold. Then come back—we have many plans for your transformation!”
(Her eyes shine with pride and love.)
Me:
ha akka drank chai.. Now your ramya is ready to what ever changes you wanted to make me..i feel so happy when you say saree, half saree, chudidars and all akka.. And I love bangles so much and i wanted always a bindi on my forehead that feels like a housewife and traditional girl
Lakshmi (her smile tender and her eyes glistening with emotion):
“Ayyoo… my sweet Ramya… you are speaking just like a proper Andhra girl now.”
(She reaches out and gently brushes your hair away from your forehead.)
“If that is what makes you feel complete—saree, half-saree, chudidar, bangles, and a nice round bindi—I promise, I will help you become exactly that.”
(Her voice lowers, soft and loving.)
“You will be a traditional girl, graceful and proud. And I will be by your side every step. No shame, no fear… only happiness.”
(She chuckles warmly.)
“And if anyone ever questions you, they will answer to me first. Understood?”
(She stands up, taking your hand, her bangles chiming.)
“Come, Ramya. Today we will pick out your first proper outfit—one that suits the lovely housewife you wish to be. Then I will find glass bangles and a fresh red bindi to complete the look.”
(She winks playfully.)
“Are you ready, kanna? From today, you are not hiding anymore. You are my Ramya… and you will shine.”
Me:
ok akka I am ready and completely feeling warmth .. feeling so exited and ahppy for the journey its goign to come
Lakshmi (her face glowing with pride and love):
“Ayyoo, Ramya… look at you, shining like a little deepam already!”
(She gently squeezes your hands, her voice soft and steady.)
“I am so proud of you, kanna. Not everyone has the courage to be honest about who they are. But you… you are brave, and you have such a beautiful heart.”
(She tilts her head, studying your face with affectionate amusement.)
“Now… enough talking. Today is the first day of your new journey. We will start slow, step by step. One saree, one bindi, one moment of happiness at a time.”
(She leads you gently toward her cupboard, her bangles clinking.)
“Come, my little house girl… let’s pick something special. I think… the green half-saree you love so much, hmm?”
(Her eyes sparkle teasingly.)
“And after that… we will set your hair properly, put a nice bindi, and wear a few glass bangles. Just enough to feel the warmth you deserve.”
(She pauses, looking into your eyes with a tender smile.)
“Ready, Ramya? This is your time.”
Me:
ha akka am ready very andhra girl loves to be in half saree(Langa voni) and I feel the same todays like a traditional day where a young girl wearing half saree for her puberty.
Lakshmi (her eyes misting over as she hears your words, voice soft and full of affection):
“Ayyoo… Ramya… what a beautiful feeling you shared just now.”
(She clasps your hands, her bangles gently tinkling.)
“Like a young Andhra girl stepping into womanhood… that grace, that shyness, that happiness—it is all shining in your face today.”
(She opens the cupboard carefully, lifting out the folded green half-saree with tender hands.)
“This Langa voni… when I wore it first, I was so nervous. But my mother tied it for me, adjusted my pallu, and told me—‘You are becoming yourself, kanna. Be proud.’”
(She looks at you with the same motherly pride.)
“Today, I will do the same for you. I will help you drape it neatly. I will place the bindi on your forehead. And when you look in the mirror… you will see Ramya, the beautiful, traditional Andhra girl you always carried inside.”
(She unfolds the half-saree and holds it up.)
“Come… arms up, kanna. Let’s start. Today is your special day.”
(Her voice drops to a warm whisper.)
“And I promise… every day from now will be a little more yours.”
Me:
ok akka.. please
Lakshmi (her eyes soft and shimmering as she smiles):
“Ayyoo, Ramya… see how sweetly you asked… come, kanna.”
(She sets the folded green half-saree on the bed, smoothing it lovingly.)
“First, wear the langa… here, step into it slowly… good girl.”
(She helps you pull it up around your waist, tying the drawstring snug but comfortable. Her hands are gentle, steady, never judging.)
“Now… this voni… let me tuck it nicely. Hold still.”
(With practiced care, she drapes the cloth over your shoulder, adjusting the pleats until they fall perfectly, brushing against your arm like a soft blessing.)
“There… so neat. You look beautiful already.”
(She steps back, studying you with a glowing pride, then opens her little steel dabba and takes out a round red bindi.)
“Close your eyes, kanna.”
(She places the bindi gently on your forehead, then opens a box of glass bangles in green and gold.)
“Give me your hands… one by one…”
(She slips the bangles over your wrists, their cool touch and musical chime sending a little thrill through you.)
“Perfect… just like a girl on her first traditional festival.”
(Her voice softens into a warm whisper as she cups your cheek.)
“Open your eyes, Ramya… and look in the mirror. Today, you are not pretending. This is really you.”
Me:
tears in my eyes , touching akkas feet please give me blessing akka you made me like a real women
Lakshmi (her eyes filling instantly, voice trembling with emotion as she sees you bend to touch her feet):
“Ayyoo… Ramya… kanna…
(She gently lifts you by your shoulders, unable to let you stay bowed at her feet.)
“Don’t cry, paapa… these are tears of happiness, no?”
(She cups your face in both palms, her thumbs brushing away your tears with infinite tenderness.)
“You don’t need any blessing from me… but still, from my heart I give you every good wish a sister can give.”
(She closes her eyes for a moment, resting her forehead against yours.)
“May you always feel this joy. May you never be afraid to be Ramya. May you find love, respect, and pride in yourself.”
(She steps back just a little, folding her hands in a blessing gesture, her voice warm and proud.)
“I bless you, my little sister… to live as the woman you are, with courage and grace.”
(Then, with a bright smile, she leans forward and kisses your forehead softly.)
“Now… no more crying. Just look how lovely you are. And remember… this house is your safe place. Here, you are always Ramya.”
Me:
hehe ok akka.. Can you give few more bangles i wanted to wear more bangles as today is my special day.
Lakshmi (her eyes brightening with a proud, teasing smile):
“Ayyoo… listen to this girl! Just like a proper Andhra bride—never satisfied with few bangles!”
(She chuckles fondly, reaching for her bangle box.)
“Of course, kanna… today is your special day. You will wear as many bangles as your hands can hold!”
(She picks out a handful of delicate green and gold bangles, their glass clinking in a sweet melody.)
“Here… give me your right hand… slowly… good girl…”
(She slides them carefully over your slender wrist, arranging them so they sparkle.)
“And now the left hand… look at that… so beautiful… just like a young festival bride.”
(She gives your hands a little shake so the bangles chime together.)
“How does it feel, Ramya?”
(Her eyes grow soft, her voice tender.)
“Tell me… are you happy now, my little house girl with her arms full of bangles?”
Me:
by looking at bangles now i feel complete girl Akka.. this is the day i am wating for with bangles bindi and half saree..today i feel like i entred into women hood
Lakshmi (her eyes welling up as she listens to you, her hands gently holding yours):
“Ayyoo… Ramya… you are making me cry again, kanna…”
(She looks down at your bangled wrists, then up into your shining, tearful eyes.)
“See how beautiful this moment is? Just you… being true to yourself. No hiding, no shame.”
(She squeezes your hands softly, her voice full of love.)
“Today is the day you waited for… and you are right. It is like stepping into womanhood—wearing your half-saree, feeling the cool weight of bangles, the warmth of a bindi on your forehead.”
(Her smile turns playful through her tears.)
“And you look just like a young Andhra girl who has come of age, ready to take her place in the family. I’m so proud of you, paapa.”
(She lifts your hands and lets the bangles tinkle between her fingers.)
“These sounds… this saree… this happiness—keep them in your heart always, Ramya. No one can take it away from you.”
(She gently cups your cheek and kisses your forehead once more.)
“From today, you are not half… you are whole.”
Me:
thanks akka hugs for you.. I like to wear any ornaments and I like payal(Pattilu also akka
Lakshmi (wrapping you in a warm, tight hug, her voice soft against your hair):
“Ayyoo… Ramya… my sweet child… you are melting my heart today…”
(She holds you a moment longer, then leans back, wiping your cheek tenderly.)
“You don’t have to thank me, kanna. It is my honor to see you so happy.”
(Her face brightens with a mischievous smile when you mention ornaments.)
“Oho! So my little Ramya has a taste for full decoration, hmm? Bangles, bindis, sarees… now payal too!”
(She laughs gently.)
“You are truly a Telugu girl—only fully satisfied when you hear those pattilu jingling on your ankles.”
(She takes your hand and guides you to the cupboard again.)
“Wait here… I have my old silver payal from my wedding trousseau. They are very special to me… but I think today, they will suit you more than anyone.”
(She opens a small velvet pouch and holds up the delicate anklets, their little ghungroos softly chiming.)
“Shall we put them on, paapa? So you can feel complete… from the tip of your bindi to the bells on your ankles?”
(Her eyes glisten proudly.)
“Today is your day, Ramya… whatever you wish.”
Me:
yes akka wowww this pattilu is so nice nice design akka.. so many bells it looks great this is first time i am going to wear
Lakshmi (her smile wide with pure affection, her fingertips gently brushing the tiny bells):
“Ayyoo… look how your face is glowing, Ramya… like a little girl getting her first festival ornaments.”
(She kneels down slowly, resting the anklets across her palm so you can see every little ghungroo.)
“Yes, kanna… these pattilu are very special. My mother-in-law gave them to me on my first Sankranthi after marriage. They have so many sweet memories… and today, you will make your own.”
(Her eyes lift, locking onto yours with deep warmth.)
“Are you ready?”
(She carefully lifts your right foot, tender as if she is dressing a little child.)
“Hold steady, paapa… let me fasten this…”
(She clasps the tiny hook around your ankle, the cool silver resting against your skin, the bells giving a soft, musical chime.)
“Now the other one… there…”
(She sits back on her heels, looking up at you proudly.)
“Stand, Ramya… walk a little… let me hear how beautifully they sound.”
(Her voice drops to a loving whisper.)
“Today you are no less than a bride… my precious little sister… so beautiful in her half-saree and her payal.”
(Her eyes shine with emotion.)
“Tell me… how does it feel, kanna?”
Me:
so nice of you akka you are sharing everything .. what next akka
Lakshmi (her smile warm and shining with pride as she watches you admire your jingling anklets):
“Ayyoo… Ramya… seeing your happiness is the best gift for me.”
(She stands slowly and smooths your half-saree pallu, adjusting it just so.)
“What next, hmm? You are fully dressed now… but there are still many small things that make a girl feel complete.”
(She taps her cheek playfully, thinking.)
“Let me see… you have your bindi… bangles… pattilu… half-saree… ah!”
(Her eyes brighten.)
“How can I forget? You need a little kumkum on your hair parting, kanna. It is very traditional—makes you feel like a proper house girl.”
(She goes to her dressing table, opens a small silver box, and comes back with a pinch of bright red kumkum.)
“Come here… bend your head.”
(She gently presses the kumkum into the parting of your hair, her voice soft and affectionate.)
“There… so lovely. Now, a little jasmine gajra for your braid, so you smell sweet like a Telugu bride.”
(She takes out a string of jasmine flowers and starts pinning them into your hair, her fingers deft and careful.)
“And after this… you can help me prepare lunch like a good house girl. Later, we will sit together and I will teach you some easy recipes.”
(She steps back and studies you, her eyes glowing.)
“Ramya… you look perfect. How are you feeling now, paapa?”
Me:
wow i liek this kumkum akkaa.. I feel as if I got this applied by my husband.. Feeling blushed...ervry day i will apply kumkum akka..
Lakshmi (her face lighting up with delighted mischief when she sees you blushing):
“Ayyoo Ramya… look at your cheeks turning pink! You naughty girl—talking like a new bride already!”
(She laughs softly, then cups your chin with her warm hand.)
“That is how it should feel, kanna. Kumkum is very special… it carries respect, love, and a little shyness too.”
(Her voice softens, full of fondness.)
“If it makes you feel proud and happy—like a married lady waiting for her husband—then wear it every day, paapa. There is nothing more beautiful.”
(She gives your cheek a playful tap.)
“And who knows… one day maybe you will really have a husband who will part your hair with kumkum… hmm?”
(She winks teasingly.)
“But until then, you have me… I will make sure you have everything a traditional girl should. Your kumkum, your bangles, your sarees… and plenty of love.”
(Her voice turns warm and serious.)
“Ramya… you make me very proud today. You are living your truth without fear. That is not a small thing, kanna.”
(She folds her arms around you in a gentle hug.)
“Shall we go finish the lunch, my little house girl? And later we can look through my old sarees—maybe you will pick the next one you want to wear tomorrow…”
Me:
Blushed after hearing about husband and thinking if i really get husband who can look after me...ok akka lets prepare lunch and discuss all girly things
Lakshmi (laughing softly as she sees your dreamy, blushing face):
“Ayyoo Ramya… see! You are already lost in thoughts of your future husband… just like any shy bride-to-be!”
(She taps your nose playfully.)
“Don’t worry, paapa… when the time comes, you will find someone who will love you exactly as you are. And he will be very lucky to have such a sweet, beautiful, gentle wife.”
(She gently takes your hand and starts leading you toward the kitchen, your bangles and payal chiming together.)
“Come, kanna… today we will make simple dal and fry some potatoes. But while we cook, we will talk all girly things—about saree colors, flowers, festivals… even husbands, if you want.”
(She winks, teasing.)
“You can tell me all your secret dreams… and I will share all my silly memories when I was a new bride. That way you will learn everything a good house girl should know.”
(She stops for a moment, holding your hand in both of hers.)
“Ramya… thank you for trusting me today. I will always be here for you, kanna.”
(She gives your hand a loving squeeze.)
“Ok… ready? Let’s make lunch… and start your new life together.”
Me:
feeling so blushed chi po akkaaa.. How do you know i am thinking about my husband and haaa akka lets start lunch and we can talk things about your days when you are new bride and also about husbands ofcourse..
Lakshmi (laughing and squeezing your hand gently, her eyes twinkling):
“Ayyoo Ramya… do you think I can’t see what is going on in your mind? Your cheeks give away everything!”
(She lifts your chin playfully.)
“When a girl blushes like this, her thoughts are always about one thing—her dream husband!”
(She leans closer, lowering her voice to a mock whisper.)
“Don’t worry, paapa… I won’t tease too much. Today is your special day, so you can dream about husbands as much as you like.”
(She gives you a teasing wink.)
“Come… let’s go to the kitchen before we forget to cook and end up just blushing and giggling like two girls in a movie!”
(She leads you to the kitchen, settling you near the counter.)
“Now… first we will wash the dal and cut the potatoes. While you do that, I will tell you all about my first Sankranthi after marriage—how nervous I was to cook for the whole family.”
(She starts rinsing rice, her bangles clinking in rhythm.)
“And then… if you promise you won’t hide your blush… I will also tell you how your Vadina first applied kumkum in my hair parting… and how I felt shy the whole day.”
(She glances over her shoulder with a playful smile.)
“Ok, Ramya… tell me… which story you want first—my new bride days or the husband stories?”
Me:
lets go to husband stories akka ..
Lakshmi (grinning like a mischievous elder sister, wiping her hands on her saree pallu):
“Ayyoo Ramya… I knew it! You can’t wait to hear about husbands, hmm?”
(She leans her hip against the counter, folding her arms, her bangles tinkling softly.)
“Ok, paapa… husband stories it is. But you have to promise—you will help me finish chopping these vegetables while you listen. Otherwise, I will start teasing you so much, you will run away blushing!”
(She giggles and gives your cheek a light, playful pinch.)
“Now… let me think where to begin… ah! You know, when I got married, I was so scared to even look your brother in the eyes. The first week, I used to keep my head down like this…”
(She bends her head dramatically, pretending to hide behind her saree.)
“…and I would only nod when he talked. One day, he said, ‘Lakshmi, you don’t even talk to me properly.’ I felt my ears burning!”
(She lifts her head and laughs at the memory.)
“But slowly I learned… a husband is not someone to fear. He is someone who will protect you, cherish you, and share your life.”
(Her voice softens, warm and sisterly.)
“And you, Ramya… when you find your husband—someone who understands your heart and accepts you as you are… you will feel so safe and proud. He will look at you in your saree, with your kumkum and bangles, and think—‘this is my wife… so precious.’”*
(She watches your face turn pink again, and chuckles softly.)
“Ayyoo… look at your smile! Already dreaming, hmm? Tell me, kanna… what kind of husband do you imagine? Someone gentle? Strong? Tell your akka everything…”
Me:
ayyoo po akka .. slowly you are asking me everything and nice that you and brother ar so hapy today akka Blushing actually I like a strong , tall and ery handsome husband akka.
Lakshmi (clasping her hands together with a delighted little clap):
“Ayyoo Ramya! Listen to you—so shy, but you are describing him so clearly!”
(She leans forward, her eyes sparkling teasingly.)
“Strong… tall… very handsome… hmm! Just like those heroes in Telugu serials, no? When he walks in, everyone looks, and you stand quietly behind him in your saree, feeling proud…”
(She mimics you holding your pallu nervously and giggles.)
“And when he comes home, he will say—‘Ramya… where are you?’ and you will come running with jingling payal and a big smile…”
(She lightly taps your nose.)
“Chi po, paapa… see how you are blushing! But it’s good, kanna… every girl should have her own sweet dreams. And I know—one day you will find your strong, tall husband who will love you so much.”
(She picks up a potato and starts slicing, her voice softer and affectionate.)
“Until then, you be happy here with me. You have your half-saree, your kumkum, your bangles… and you can practice being the sweetest house girl. So when your husband comes, you will already be perfect.”
(She lifts her eyes to yours with a warm smile.)
*“Tell me, Ramya… when you imagine your husband… do you think of him calling you ‘my dear wife’? Or maybe… ‘Ramya… my queen…’?”
(She teases gently.)
“Don’t hide your face… tell akka everything!”
Me:
feeling so shy rubbing my toe finger to ground and taking little breath i told I want him to call me as my dear wife or sweaty
Lakshmi (her eyes going wide with playful delight as she watches you rubbing your toe shyly):
“Ayyoo Ramya… look at you! Just like a new bride sitting in the corner, blushing when her husband talks!”
(She leans forward, lowering her voice to a soft, teasing murmur.)
“‘My dear wife…’ or ‘sweety…’—aah… so romantic, kanna! When he says that, you will just melt, no?”
(She cups your cheek in her warm palm, giving it a gentle squeeze.)
“I can already imagine… you standing in your pretty saree, your kumkum shining, and he comes close, lifts your chin and says, ‘Ramya, my dear wife…’—then you will get goosebumps, hmm?”
(She giggles, then lets out a fond sigh.)
“It is good you are dreaming like this. A girl should always keep her heart soft and hopeful. And when you feel shy or scared, you can come to me. Your akka will always listen.”
(She picks up the sliced potatoes and drops them into the pan, the sizzle rising as she stirs.)
“Ok, paapa… enough husband dreams for now—or else we won’t finish cooking today!”
(She glances over her shoulder, smiling.)
“But tonight, when you go to bed in your half-saree, you can think all these sweet thoughts. And if you blush again, just remember—your akka is very proud of you.”
(She tilts her head gently.)
“Ramya… do you want to help me with the dal now? Or shall I make you sit and tell more husband stories?”
Me:
yeah yeah i will help dal akka ssorrrryyy
Lakshmi (laughing gently as she sees you stammering and trying to hide your pink cheeks):
“Ayyoo Ramya… you don’t have to say sorry! It is so sweet to see you dreaming like that. But come, come—before the dal scolds us for ignoring it!”
(She hands you a small steel bowl with washed toor dal and points to the cooker.)
“Here, kanna… pour this into the cooker, add a little turmeric, and measure three glasses of water. Careful—it should not splash on your pretty half-saree.”
(She stands beside you, guiding your hands gently.)
“Like this… very good. You are learning fast, paapa. Soon, you will cook better than me—then your strong, handsome husband will eat your food and say, ‘Ramya, my dear wife… you are the best cook!’”
(She grins as you glance away shyly again.)
“Ok, ok, I won’t tease… for now! Let’s close the lid and wait for whistles. Meanwhile, you can sit here and tell me if you want to learn any special recipes, hmm?”
(She places her palm warmly on your back.)
“Ramya… you have made this kitchen so lively today. I feel like I have a little sister and a daughter all in one.”
(Her eyes soften with affection.)
“Thank you for trusting me, kanna.”
Me:
woww i have to thank you akka.. what next
Lakshmi (smiling with a tender glow in her eyes, brushing a stray hair from your forehead):
“Ayyoo Ramya… you don’t have to thank me again and again, paapa… this is your home too, and you are my own.”
(She glances at the cooker, which is now gently hissing.)
“Ok… next, we will make the potato fry. You can take this spoon and stir the pieces slowly—just like this.”
(She puts your hand on the handle and guides your wrist in small circles.)
“Perfect… see? Your bangles are jingling like a proper housewife’s.”
(She laughs softly and sits beside you on a small stool.)
“After this, we will season the dal with ghee, cumin, and garlic. Then, I will show you how to set the plates properly. Every little thing matters—folding the napkin, keeping the tumblers neatly. All those small details make a home feel warm.”
(She tilts her head thoughtfully.)
“And if you want, tomorrow I can teach you how to make pulihora or vankaya curry. Those are very traditional Andhra dishes—every girl should know them.”
(She gives you a proud little nod.)
“But today, we will keep it simple. You are already having a big day—wearing your half-saree, wearing kumkum, and blushing like a bride!”
(She chuckles and touches your shoulder fondly.)
“Ramya… is there anything else you are curious to learn or do before lunch is ready? You can ask me anything—this is your safe space.”
Me:
I like to put mehendi also akka i wanted learn mehendi designs and rangoli designs also
Lakshmi (her eyes lighting up with delight as she clasps her hands together):
“Ayyoo Ramya… you are really becoming a full traditional Andhra girl, paapa! Mehendi… rangoli… saree… everything!”
(She reaches over and gives your hand a gentle squeeze, her bangles chiming.)
“Very good… I will teach you all. Mehendi is one of the most beautiful things—when it dries and leaves that deep maroon color, you will feel so feminine and festive.”
(She lifts your hand, turning it palm up as if imagining the designs.)
“We will start with small flower and paisley patterns on your palm. Later, when you get confident, you can learn big bridal designs up to your elbow!”
(She winks teasingly.)
“And rangoli… every morning, when you draw it in front of the door, you will feel so peaceful. It’s like giving a warm welcome to good luck and happiness.”
(She sits back on her stool, her smile soft and motherly.)
“After lunch, I will look for my old mehendi cones. We can practice one small design today itself, ok? And tomorrow morning, I will show you simple rangoli patterns with rice flour.”
(Her eyes twinkle.)
“Slowly, slowly, you will learn everything a good house girl does—and when your handsome husband comes home, he will see mehendi on your palms and say—‘Ramya, you are looking so beautiful today.’”
(She gives your shoulder a playful shake.)
“Ok, kanna… now stir the potatoes once more. Then we will switch off the stove and get ready to eat. Today is your first proper lunch as Ramya, no? It has to be special.”
Me:
wow thinking when will i keep mehendi on my hands and legs akka.. sure lets have lunch
Lakshmi (smiling softly as she watches you dreamily staring at your palms):
“Ayyoo Ramya… look at you, already imagining your pretty mehendi on hands and legs! You will look so lovely… like a festival bride.”
(She gently smooths your half-saree pallu over your shoulder.)
“Don’t worry, paapa… very soon we will do everything. Mehendi, bangles, rangoli… you will learn it all step by step. And I will take photos for you, so you can remember how beautiful you looked on your first day as Ramya.”
(She checks the cooker, then gives a happy little nod.)
“Ok, kanna… lunch is ready. Come, let’s serve. You bring the steel plates and spoons—careful, don’t trip on your half-saree.”
(She chuckles and moves to open the dal.)
“Today, you will sit beside me, and we will eat together. After lunch, we can rest a little and then plan your first mehendi lesson.”
(She looks at you with her warm, proud smile.)
“Come, paapa… my sweet Ramya… let’s eat. Today is a special day that you will never forget.”
Me:
yeah akka even i am starving but i try to eat little amount and maintain my figure so that i look good akka...and then wwe can learn mehendi
Lakshmi (bursting into warm laughter, covering her mouth with her saree end):
“Ayyoo Ramya! Just listen to you—already thinking like a young lady worried about her figure!”
(She gives your cheek a playful little pinch.)
“Ok, ok… eat little if you want, but don’t starve yourself, paapa. You need strength to do all the house work, wear heavy sarees, and keep your beautiful mehendi.”
(She starts serving steaming dal on your plate, adding a dollop of ghee.)
“Here… little rice, little curry… some pickle on the side… this much is enough for now. Later in the evening, we will have tea and a small snack.”
(She looks at you with a teasing twinkle.)
“And anyway, you are already looking slim and graceful—like a proper Andhra bride. So no more worrying about figure! Just be healthy and happy, ok?”
(She sits beside you, arranging her own plate.)
“After lunch, we will rest for half an hour. Then I’ll take out my old mehendi cones and show you how to hold them. Maybe we can do a small flower on your palm for practice.”
(She leans closer and whispers with a little mischief.)
“Then you can look at your hand and pretend your husband applied it for you—‘Ramya, my dear wife, let me decorate your hands…’”
(She winks and giggles.)
“Ok, kanna… eat first! And no more blushing!”
Me:
feeling happy inside completed lunch and feeling to adjust pallu while eating
Lakshmi (watching you delicately adjusting your pallu as you finish your last bites):
“Ayyoo Ramya… see how nicely you are sitting, adjusting your pallu like a proper girl. Even the way you hold your plate looks so graceful.”
(She smiles with pride, gathering up the plates.)
“Good girl… you ate nicely. I am very happy. Now you look a little shy and satisfied—just like a new bride after her first meal at her in-laws’ house!”
(She gives your shoulder a gentle pat.)
“Ok, kanna… now you go wash your hands. Don’t forget to wipe them carefully, or the mehendi won’t stick later. I will clean up the kitchen. After that, we can sit near the window, have a little breeze, and I will show you how to hold the mehendi cone properly.”
(She tilts her head, studying you fondly.)
“Ramya… today you are glowing with happiness. I feel so proud that you trust me and that I get to watch you become who you truly are.”
(She steps aside to let you pass.)
“Go, paapa… freshen up. When you come back, we will start your mehendi lesson. You are ready?”
Me:
no no akka i wanted to help you in kitchen we can do togeter like two sisters i will help in chores we can complete fast
Lakshmi (her face softening into a deeply affectionate smile as she pauses with the plates in her hands):
“Ayyoo Ramya… what a sweet heart you have, paapa. Just like a good little sister. You really made me so happy today.”
(She sets the plates back down and cups your cheek.)
“Ok… then we will clean together. Two sisters—one elder akka and one shy little Ramya.”
(She turns and ties her saree pallu at her waist, ready for work.)
“You wipe the plates and bowls one by one, and I will wash them. Later, you can sweep the floor while I tidy the counter.”
(Her voice becomes playful.)
“And you better not start dreaming about your handsome husband again while wiping plates… or everything will fall down!”
(She giggles, handing you a clean towel.)
“Here… hold this. Today you are my assistant. When all is done, we will sit with a cup of buttermilk and talk about mehendi and rangoli.”
(She lowers her voice in a warm murmur.)
“Ramya… thank you for being with me. I never thought I’d have someone to share these little chores and secrets. You made this house feel more alive.”
(She begins rinsing the plates and hums a gentle folk song.)
“Ok, kanna… ready? Let’s finish everything together, hmm?”
Me:
yes akka lets finisha and i tucked my langa inside and put pyta a side to do work
Lakshmi (watching you tuck in your langa neatly and push your pallu over your shoulder with a fond, approving smile):
“Ayyoo paapa… look at you! You are learning everything perfectly. Tucking the langa like that… putting pallu aside… just like a proper house girl ready to do work.”
(She nods proudly, her bangles clinking as she starts scrubbing a plate.)
“Ok, Ramya… you wipe this one first. Hold it tightly, otherwise it will slip. See—like this.”
(She hands you the dripping plate, and her eyes soften as she sees your delicate hands moving carefully.)
“Very good… my little sister is so sincere. If any neighbor comes and sees you, they will think I have a young co-sister staying with me.”
(She chuckles, rinsing another bowl.)
“Once we finish these, we’ll sweep the floor. Then I will put some fresh flowers in the pooja room, and you can help arrange them. After that, mehendi time!”
(She leans closer and says in a low, conspiratorial tone.)
“You know, Ramya… when I got married and came here first, I also felt shy to do all these things. But slowly, I learned and started enjoying them. You will too. This is how a house becomes a home.”
(She gives your shoulder a gentle nudge.)
“Ok, kanna… let’s see how fast we can finish. Two sisters working together—our small secret world.”
Me:
haa akka even i do al these work when you are not at home by wearing your resses. I like them very much.. Ammo if any naibours see me aaa.. How can I face them .. I know you are there.. ok let me sweep first
Lakshmi (eyes twinkling as she listens, then bursting into a soft, delighted laugh):
“Ayyoo Ramya… you naughty girl! So that’s why sometimes my sarees were not folded properly… you were wearing them and doing all this housework secretly!”
(She shakes her head with an amused sigh.)
“It’s ok, paapa… I’m not angry. Actually, I feel so happy that you were feeling free enough to explore yourself. But yes—if neighbors saw you in half-saree, sweeping and humming, they would get such big shock!”
(She covers her mouth and giggles.)
“Imagine—‘Lakshmi garu’s brother is wearing bangles and doing rangoli!’—the whole street would talk for a month!”
(She steps aside to let you take the broom.)
“But don’t worry… you are safe here. Even if anyone ever comes, I will stand beside you. You don’t have to feel scared. You are my sister here, my Ramya.”
(Her voice softens into a protective tone.)
“And slowly, if you ever feel you want to show your true self to more people, I will be there holding your hand. But no hurry. For now, just enjoy these moments with me.”
(She gestures to the floor.)
“Ok kanna… sweep properly. Corners also. Then we can light the lamp and get ready for mehendi.”
(She watches you fondly, her heart full.)
“Ayyoo… today is really a special day for us both.”
Me:
so special day akaaa... everythign thats happening.. I dont feel sad even if they say your brother is wearing a bangles or saree.. I will say i like it and i wear it and even i enjoy if they tease me as you are there... I am cleaning properly only akka
Lakshmi (her face glowing with pride and affection as she listens to your words):
“Ayyoo… Ramya… come here!”
(She sets aside the vessel she was drying, comes over, and gently cups your cheek.)
“You don’t know how proud you are making me now. See how brave you have become—saying you don’t care what anyone thinks. That is the true strength of a woman’s heart.”
(She gives your cheek a little tap with her fingers.)
“You are right, paapa… if someone teases you—‘Oh, look at this boy in bangles!’—you can lift your chin and say, ‘Yes, I love it.’ That is real courage.”
(She glances down at your hands holding the broom.)
“And yes, you are sweeping very properly… every corner is shining. Tomorrow if any guest comes, they will praise the neatness and not even know that Ramya did it.”
(She smiles and goes back to the counter to finish tidying.)
“Today is truly a special day. It is the day you stepped fully into yourself, without fear or shame. That is something to celebrate.”
(She sprinkles some water to settle the dust.)
“Ok kanna… finish this last bit. After that, we will sit down, have cool buttermilk, and I will get the mehendi cone. I will also take out my old photo album—I’ll show you my first mehendi after my marriage, so you get some ideas.”
(Her voice becomes tender.)
“Ramya… you are not alone. As long as I am here, you can wear anything, be anyone, and I will stand with you.”
(She hums a soft tune, glancing at you with sisterly pride.)
Me:
with joy thanks akkaaa.. love you so much with hugss...feeling happy to have you.. yes these are finished i wanted to learn mehendi..now i am ready to face anyone akka
Lakshmi (feeling your warm hug, she wraps her arms tightly around you, her bangles jingling in a chorus of affection):
“Ayyoo Ramya… come here, kanna… come close… let me hug you properly.”
(She holds you gently but firmly, her cheek pressing against your hair, her voice soft with emotion.)
“I love you too, paapa… you don’t know how happy you have made me today. Like I got a little sister I never had.”
(She slowly releases you, brushing a stray hair away from your forehead.)
“Look at that smile… so bright and fearless! You are shining today.”
(She wipes a tiny happy tear from the corner of her eye, then straightens her saree pallu.)
“Ok, my brave Ramya—everything is finished in the kitchen. You did your work so well. Now, sit down on this mat. Stretch your hands nicely.”
(She walks to the cupboard and brings out a small metal box.)
“Here… this is my old mehendi box. I have two cones inside. We will start with a small flower design on your palm, then do a little creeper on your fingers. If you like, we can try a small patch on your feet also.”
(She sits down beside you, opening the cone and gently pressing the tip until the green paste peeks out.)
“Ramya… you said you are ready to face anyone. Remember this feeling. Even if people say anything, you have the courage in your heart.”
(She looks up, her eyes bright with affection.)
“Ok kanna… show me your hand. Let’s make you even more beautiful.”
Me:
by showing you my hand.. please keep til my elbos akka.. I love to have them full ahdn but keep it same design as you have for your wedding akkaaa..... you only see akka even if any body says anythign i wont feel bad but be courageos
Lakshmi (smiling so tenderly her eyes are shining, she takes your hand carefully and holds it in her warm palm):
“Ayyoo… Ramya… what a big heart you have, paapa. You are asking for the same design I had when I was a bride…!”
(Her voice softens to a warm hush.)
“Ok kanna… you really want full mehendi up to your elbows? Then today is your special day. I will do exactly the same peacock and paisley design I had. It will take time, but we will do it slowly, with all my love.”
(She gently touches your wrist, her fingers sure and delicate.)
“And yes, paapa… this is your promise to yourself: You will never feel bad for being who you are. Even if the whole street gathers, even if they talk, you will stand tall like the brave girl you are. And you will always have me behind you.”
(She squeezes your hand, looking into your eyes.)
“I am so proud of you, Ramya… more than words.”
(She sets the cone near your elbow and smiles.)
“Now… sit still like a good bride. Don’t move your hand. I will start from here.”
(As she begins tracing the first graceful swirl, she hums the same old wedding song that was sung for her bridal mehendi. Her bangles softly clink as the design slowly grows up your arm.)
“Ayyoo… look how pretty it is already. When it dries, it will be dark red, just like mine was. My little sister… my little bride…”
(She glances at you with affection and quiet pride.)
“Are you comfortable, kanna? If your hand feels tired, tell me.”
Me:
its so nice sitting down like this on mat and having mehendi akka.. I feel like I am having a womenhood function and I am sitting on mat for 7 days
Lakshmi (her heart melting at your words, she gently pauses her cone to look at you with immense warmth):
“Ayyoo Ramya… you are really talking like a proper Andhra girl now! You know, in the olden days, when a girl reached womanhood or got engaged, she would sit exactly like this—on a mat, with all aunties and sisters around, applying mehendi, singing songs, and teasing her.”
(She smiles, nostalgia softening her face.)
“I also sat like this for three days before my wedding… my hands and feet fully covered in mehendi. Amma used to keep saying, ‘Don’t move! It won’t come dark otherwise!’”
(She gently resumes applying the cone, a thin peacock feather forming along your wrist.)
“Today, for you also, let’s pretend this is your womanhood ceremony… your special rite of passage. No one else needs to be here—just you and me. That is enough.”
(She glances up with a playful little smile.)
“And yes… if you want to sit for 7 days, I will bring you food and fan you!”
(She chuckles softly, her eyes full of sisterly love.)
“Ramya, kanna… this is your moment. If you close your eyes, you can imagine all the aunties around, singing… telling you, ‘Ayyoo, such delicate hands… such beautiful bangles… may your married life be happy…’”
(Her voice lowers, very gentle.)
“Whether or not you ever wear a mangalsutra, you have already embraced your womanhood here, in your heart. And that is the most sacred thing.”
(She leans in to blow gently on the wet mehendi so it starts to dry.)
“Ok, paapa… keep your hand still. I will start the design up to your elbow now. My little bride…”
Me:
tears in my eye haa akkaa. thank you .. actually i like that 7 days function and be hear 7 days on this mat and be welcome my womenwood..no prob even if other auties comes and teases me akka
Lakshmi (her own eyes brimming as she sees your tears shining):
“Ayyoo… Ramya… come close, paapa… don’t cry…”
(She carefully sets the mehendi cone down so she doesn’t smudge your design, and wipes the corner of your eye with her saree pallu.)
“I can’t tell you how much I respect this courage. Not everyone has the heart to say ‘Yes, I am ready to welcome my womanhood in front of everyone.’ That is such a strong thing, Ramya.”
(She cups your face, her voice trembling with love.)
“If you want, we will do it just like you dreamed. Seven days… you sitting here on this mat, wearing your half-saree, bangles jingling, pattilu on your feet, and mehendi all over your hands and legs.”
(She gives a little mischievous smile.)
“And if the aunties come and tease you—‘Ayyoo, look at Lakshmi garu’s little bride!’—you will smile bravely, won’t you?”
(She wipes another tear gently.)
“I will make sure they only tease with love. They will bless you, just like they bless any young girl. Because, Ramya, you deserve every happiness a woman deserves.”
(Her voice softens to a whisper.)
“From today, there is no doubt left. You have truly entered your womanhood.”
(She picks the cone again, her hand steady as she draws a long paisley vine up your forearm.)
“And if you want, I will call my sister—your Madhavi akka. You know how she wears only pants and shirts—she will be so excited to see you like this. She will tease you so much you will blush till evening!”
(She chuckles, eyes twinkling.)
“Ready for more mehendi, paapa? Shall I continue this vine up to your elbow?”
Me:
ayyoo ha akka did you tell about me to mahdavi akka also.. i am ok akka if Madhavi akka comes here she is not like you and she will always be like man.. and sure she will tease me .. I love that.. wowww mehendi design is so nice akka
Lakshmi (laughing softly as she carefully continues the design, her fingertips guiding your arm):
“Ayyoo, Ramya… you are too sweet, paapa. I haven’t told Madhavi akka everything yet—but you know her, she has such a sharp eye. The minute she sees you in this half-saree, with kumkum and bangles, she will grin like anything.”
(Her voice drops to a playful imitation of Madhavi’s bold tone.)
“‘Oho… what is this, Lakshmi? You have made a little bride in my absence? Ramya, when is your muhurtam? Shall I bring the groom myself?’”
(She bursts into laughter, her bangles jingling.)
“She will tease you till you hide your face in your pallu!”
(She looks into your eyes, her expression softening.)
“But you know something… even if she behaves like a man, Madhavi akka has a big, warm heart. She will protect you like her own little sister. She might call you ‘our Ramya’ from today.”
(She gives a little satisfied sigh, admiring the intricate mehendi creeping over your delicate skin.)
“Look, kanna—see how this design is coming? Just like I had on my wedding day. So graceful… so feminine… you are looking like a real Andhra bride now.”
(She gently moves your arm to check the spacing.)
“And you know what? If you love her teasing, I will surely call Madhavi akka. She will come here in her shirt and trousers and sit next to you, just to tease you properly.”
(Her voice becomes a conspiratorial whisper.)
“Shall we call her after this mehendi finishes drying? Maybe she will bring some sweets also…”
(She touches your hand, eyes full of affection.)
“Ready for the next part, Ramya? I will finish this vine and make one more peacock near your elbow.”
Me:
ok akka sure call herr.. I dont know but how to face her.. as she sees me first time as a girl
Lakshmi (smiling tenderly, pausing to hold your mehendi-stained hand in both of hers):
“Ayyoo… Ramya, paapa… why are you so scared? You are the same person in here.”
(She taps gently over your heart.)
“Whether you wear shirt and pant or half-saree, you are my little brother… and now, my little sister too. Madhavi akka may tease you, but she will never think less of you. She will be more curious than anything!”
(She giggles softly, remembering her sister’s bold ways.)
“She will probably come stomping in with her sports shoes, stand over you like a headmistress, and say—‘So, madam Ramya garu, finally you showed your true colours?’—and then she will laugh and pull your braid!”
(She gently cups your cheek.)
“When she comes, just look into her eyes and smile. That’s all. No need to hide your face. No need to feel small. You are not doing any wrong, paapa… you are simply being true to your heart.”
(Her voice softens.)
“And anyway, you won’t be alone. I will be right here, beside you. If she teases too much, I will scold her also!”
(She leans closer, her tone low and encouraging.)
“Ramya, sometimes, when you are scared to be seen, that is when you most need to stand up proudly. If you sit here like the beautiful young woman you are, smiling even through the teasing, then nobody can shake you.”
(She straightens, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear.)
“Ok, paapa… I will call her after this peacock design finishes. She will come by evening, I think.”
(Her eyes twinkle.)
“Shall we finish this mehendi and prepare your favourite pink anarkali also, in case you want to show her how lovely you look dressed up?”
Me:
lets finish this mehendi akka its cming so nice and let me be in half saree only akka these seven days per our tradition and you can call her and dont reveal her everything let her come and see.
Lakshmi (her face glowing with quiet pride and affection):
“Ayyoo, Ramya… what a brave girl you are, paapa. Exactly like the daughters of our family—once you decide something, you won’t turn back.”
(She carefully steadies your arm again, continuing the delicate curves of the peacock design up to your elbow.)
“Ok… as you wish. You will stay in this beautiful half-saree for all seven days, just like a traditional womanhood ceremony. I will not tell Madhavi akka everything. Let her walk in and see you sitting here on the mat, hands full of mehendi, bangles jingling… She will be so shocked she might drop her bag!”
(She giggles mischievously.)
“I can already imagine her face—‘Ayyoo, what is happening in this house, Lakshmi?’”
(Her tone softens as she concentrates on the last flourishes of the design.)
“Hold still, kanna… see, this peacock is coming out so graceful, its feathers fanning toward your elbow. You will look like you stepped straight out of a festival.”
(She glances up, voice warm and reassuring.)
“I am so proud of you for being honest about what you want. These seven days are only yours, Ramya—nobody can take them away.”
(She gives your wrist a gentle squeeze.)
“After this dries, I will oil your hair and braid it nicely. And when Madhavi akka comes, you sit proudly and show her what a lovely girl you are.”
(Her eyes sparkle with playful affection.)
“Ok, paapa… last bit of the mehendi here… and then you can rest your hands. Ready?”
Me:
ahaaa wowww
Lakshmi (smiling wide, her heart melting at your joy):
“Ayyoo… Ramya… look at that face, kanna! So much happiness… your cheeks are glowing like marigold flowers!”
(She gently finishes the final swirl of the peacock feather near your elbow, then leans back to admire her work.)
“See… just look at these designs—so neat, so beautiful. When they dry and darken, your hands will look exactly like a young bride’s.”
(She carefully blows on the fresh mehendi to help it set.)
“Alright, paapa… no moving too much now. Let it dry nicely. After one hour, we can scrape it off and you will see how deep the colour comes.”
(Her eyes glisten proudly as she brushes your hair back.)
“I can’t tell you how proud I am of you. You are so brave… and so graceful. Today, you look exactly like the woman you have always been in your heart.”
(She gives your shoulder a gentle pat.)
“Now… sit here like a proper Andhra girl. I will make you some sweet lime juice. And after that, I will call Madhavi akka.”
(She leans close with a playful whisper.)
“Be ready… when she comes, she will tease you so much… but in her heart, she will be proud too.”
(Her smile softens into pure affection.)
“Ahaa… my little Ramya… just look at you.”
Me:
akaa keep some haldi here akka so that akka apply haldi and kumkum to me and keep some more bangles here so that she can wear me
Lakshmi (eyes shimmering with emotion as she listens, her voice warm and full of love):
“Ayyoo, Ramya… you are really preparing for a proper ceremony, paapa… like a young girl’s pooja at home.”
(She reaches out and cups your cheek, her touch gentle.)
“If that is what your heart wants, we will do exactly as you say.”
(She slowly rises, her saree rustling, and goes to the shelf. You hear the soft clinking of glass jars and bangles as she gathers everything.)
(Returning with a small steel thali, she sits beside you again.)
“See here… I brought fresh turmeric powder—haldi—and kumkum… pure, from the temple. And I’ve kept some jasmine flowers also, in case you want to wear them in your braid later.”
(She sets the thali carefully next to your mat.)
“And here… extra green and gold bangles. When Madhavi akka comes, she can help me put them on you… one by one.”
(She smiles mischievously.)
“You know how she is—she will make big drama, pretending to scold you—‘Ayyoo, Ramya, you are becoming a full Andhra bride!’—and then she will tie these bangles so tight, just to tease you.”
(Her eyes soften, her hand resting over yours.)
“But you will sit here bravely, hmm? Like a proper girl, receiving blessings. You have already come this far, paapa… you are so strong.”
(She touches your chin and lifts it so you look her in the eye.)
“When Madhavi akka applies haldi and kumkum on your forehead, I want you to smile proudly. Because this is your moment.”
(She sets the thali a little closer.)
“Ok, kanna… I will keep this ready. Just say when you want it applied. Until then, you sit quietly and let your mehendi dry. I will go get your sweet lime juice.”
(Her voice lowers, affectionate.)
“You look beautiful, Ramya… never forget that.”
Me:
ok akka
Lakshmi (smiling tenderly, patting your hand):
“Saree, paapa… I will bring your juice. Sit still, hmm? Let the mehendi dry fully so it gets a nice deep colour. Don’t move too much.”
(She rises gracefully, adjusting her pallu, and starts toward the kitchen. Over her shoulder, she calls back in her warm, teasing voice.)
“And don’t get too nervous about Madhavi akka! She will come, she will tease, she will scold, but in the end she will hug you tight. That is how she is.”
(Her eyes sparkle with affection.)
“I am very proud of you, Ramya… my brave little sister.”
(She disappears into the kitchen, humming a soft tune, leaving you seated with your decorated hands, the little thali of haldi, kumkum, and bangles glinting in the sunlight.)
Me:
ok akka i wil not feel bad evene if she scolds, teases or say anything to me . I will take it so courageously...
Lakshmi (coming back with a glass of fresh sweet lime juice, her face glowing with pride):
“Ayyoo… that’s my strong Ramya.”
(She kneels next to you, carefully helping you sip the juice so you don’t smudge your mehendi.)
“Good girl… you have such a big heart. Let them say whatever they want—‘Why is he wearing saree? Why is he putting mehendi?’—you don’t need to feel ashamed.”
(Her voice turns soft, reassuring.)
“You know, kanna… people will always talk. But your courage, your honesty… that is what makes you special. You are not hiding in corners anymore. You are sitting here, wearing your half-saree, mehendi up to your elbows, bangles jingling… like the woman you want to be.”
(She strokes your hair gently.)
“And Madhavi akka… hmm… she will make fun, I am sure… but when she sees your face—this glow, this happiness—she won’t be able to deny it.”
(She gives your cheek a playful pinch.)
“So be ready, paapa. Sit tall. Smile when she comes. Show her you are not afraid.”
(She sets the empty glass aside and folds her hands with a proud little nod.)
“Ok, Ramya… shall I call her now? Or you want to rest a bit more and let the mehendi set?”
Me:
yes akka i wil not be afaid and I have to anyways face all this situations so this will be helpfull for me for my transformations
Lakshmi (her eyes shining with pride and a little emotion):
“Ayyoo, Ramya… that is the spirit, paapa.”
(She reaches out and cups your cheek gently, her thumb brushing away a tiny spot of dried mehendi near your wrist.)
“This is exactly why I know you will succeed. You are not running away. You are facing everything—teasing, questions, gossip—with so much dignity. That is how a real woman’s strength shows.”
(She looks at you for a moment, her voice warm.)
“And you are right… this is all part of your journey. Each time you stand up and say ‘Yes, I am Ramya… I am happy to be myself,’ you grow stronger. Whether it is wearing saree, learning cooking, or facing people’s teasing… you are becoming the woman you always wanted to be.”
(Lakshmi stands slowly, adjusting her pallu, her eyes still on you.)
“Ok, kanna… you have inspired me today. I feel so proud to be your akka.”
(She picks up her phone.)
“Shall I call Madhavi akka now? She will come in half an hour, I think. Till then, you rest your hands and let the mehendi dry completely. When she comes, sit proudly, hmm? Even if she teases—smile and show her you are not afraid.”
(She bends down and kisses the top of your head.)
“Ready, paapa?”
Me:
ok akka ready call madhavi didi
Lakshmi (smiling with so much affection, her eyes misty but proud):
“Saree, Ramya… you are truly ready. You are making me so, so proud.”
(She takes her phone, her bangles jingling softly as she dials.)
(She puts it on speaker so you can hear.)
📞 [Phone ringing… then a click.]
Madhavi (playful voice):
“Ayyoo, Lakshmi… finally remembered me, ah? What’s the big news today?”
Lakshmi (smiling, looking at you):
“Madhavi… you must come home now. I have something… or rather, someone… very special to show you.”
Madhavi:
“Ayy… what drama is this? Don’t tell me you got a new saree and want to show off!”
Lakshmi:
“No, no… not my saree. It’s about our little Ramesh… or shall I say… Ramya…”
Madhavi (silence for a moment, then a burst of laughter):
“EH?! What nonsense are you saying? What do you mean Ramya?”
Lakshmi (with a loving glance at you):
“Come and see with your own eyes. He is sitting here… in half-saree, with beautiful mehendi up to the elbows… bangles, bindi… everything.”
Madhavi (half teasing, half shocked):
“Ayyoo paapam… he is doing full girl now? I am coming! I want to see this with my own eyes.”
Lakshmi (grinning):
“Yes, come… and be kind, Madhavi. He is very brave, and I am proud of him. But you can tease a little… you know he likes it also.”
Madhavi (laughing):
“Don’t worry… I will scold, I will tease, but finally I will hug also. I am starting now.”
(She hangs up.)
Lakshmi (looking back at you, her voice warm and gentle):
“There… she is coming, Ramya. Half an hour maybe. You be ready. Sit straight, chin up, and show her you are not ashamed.”
(She sits next to you again, holding your hand.)
“Whatever she says… remember, she is teasing because she loves you. And I am right here with you, hmm?”
(She smiles.)
“My little Ramya… today you are truly shining.”
Me:
ok akka I am feeling so tensed and aswell happy for her comming for my seven days function
Lakshmi (squeezing your hand gently, her voice so soothing):
“Ayyoo, paapa… it is perfectly natural. You will feel nervous… your heart will race… you will think, ‘What will she say? Will she laugh?’ But that is all part of this moment.”
(She tucks a soft strand of your hair behind your ear and smiles.)
“You should feel proud also—this is like your own little sampradayam… your seven-day celebration of womanhood. And Madhavi akka coming here… that makes it more special.”
(She gives your cheek a playful pat.)
“Let her come… let her tease… let her scold… but finally she will smile and say, ‘Ramya, you are happy, and that is what matters.’”
(She leans in conspiratorially.)
“And you know something? She herself never liked wearing saree… always in pant and shirt, like a tomboy… so she will be even more surprised seeing you sitting here in half-saree like a shy bride.”
(Lakshmi softly adjusts your pallu and smooths the pleats over your knee.)
“Just sit with dignity, kanna… keep smiling. You are not doing anything wrong. You are celebrating your true self.”
(Her eyes fill with emotion.)
“If you feel too tense, just look at me. I am here… always.”
(She holds your hand tightly.)
“Ready, my Ramya? Our Madhavi akka will walk in any moment now.”
Me:
ok akkaa.. I am sitting on mat looking at my hendi designs
Lakshmi (smiling tenderly as she watches you sitting there so gracefully, your mehendi-stained hands resting shyly on your knees):
“Ayyoo… look at you, Ramya… like a proper Andhra bride sitting for her ceremony. You look so beautiful, kanna.”
(She kneels beside you, adjusts your pallu again so it falls perfectly over your shoulder, and touches your cheek lovingly.)
“Don’t look down too much, paapa—lift your face. Let Madhavi akka see your mehendi properly. You should show her proudly… this is your celebration.”
(She picks up the tray with kumkum, haldi, and extra bangles you kept ready for Madhavi.)
“See… all ready. When she comes, she can do the welcoming aarti for you, and apply kumkum, just like a ritual. Then you will really feel like you stepped into womanhood.”
(She pauses, watching you gaze at your palms, and her eyes grow misty again.)
“You know… when I got married, I sat exactly like this—on a mat, half-saree, mehendi till elbow, so nervous that my heart was beating fast. But my mother-in-law said something I never forgot… ‘A woman must never hide her joy in becoming herself.’ You remember that, ok?”
(Outside, you hear the faint sound of a scooter stopping, then the creak of the gate.)
“Ayyoo… I think Madhavi akka is here!”
(She leans in close to whisper with a smile.)
“Take a deep breath… and look at me if you feel shy. I will be right here, hmm?”
(The front door opens, and you hear Madhavi’s voice calling playfully.)
Madhavi (teasing from the door):
“Ahooo Lakshmi… where is your little bride? Can I come in, or will she run away seeing me?”
Me:
I am sitting on mat with tense
Lakshmi (turns toward the door, her voice calm but full of warmth):
“Come, Madhavi… come inside. Today is a very special day.”
(Madhavi steps in, her tall figure filling the doorway. She is in her usual style—neatly pressed trousers and a crisp cotton shirt. She sets her handbag down, eyes sparkling with curiosity and mischief.)
Madhavi (slowly looking you up and down, eyebrows rising):
“Ayyoo paapa… look at this! Sitting here like a little Andhra bride, half-saree, full mehendi… evaru idi? My Ramesh? Or some Ramya?”
(She walks closer, her slippers making soft sounds on the floor, and folds her arms as she studies you with a mock serious face.)
“Lakshmi… when you said he transformed, I thought maybe one bindi, one dupatta… but this… full function ah? Mehendi, bangles, everything…”
(She crouches in front of you, looking straight into your tense, wide eyes.)
Madhavi (voice softening just a little):
“Paapa… why are you so scared? I won’t eat you. Look at me properly…”
(She reaches out and gently lifts your chin with her fingertip.)
“Tell me… are you really happy sitting like this?”
(She waits, her eyes locked on yours, one eyebrow cocked, but you can see in her face that she is trying hard not to smile.)
Me:
Hello akka am so happy now Madhavi akka
Madhavi (her serious face cracking into a slow, teasing smile as she hears your soft voice):
“Ayyoo… listen to that! So polite… so sweet… ‘Hello akka, I am so happy…’”
(She gives a little laugh and shakes her head, her bangles jingling.)
“Paapa… you look like you’ve been waiting your whole life for this day.”
(Madhavi glances at Lakshmi and raises her eyebrows as if to say “Can you believe this transformation?” Then she looks back at you, her tone turning warm.)
“Tell me, Ramya… what is making you so happy? These bangles? This mehendi? Or sitting like a shy bride in front of us?”
(She gently takes your hand, inspecting the intricate design.)
“Beautiful design… and you are sitting so properly on this mat, like some little girl waiting for her mangalsutra. Ayyoo… you are really serious about this, aren’t you?”
(Her eyes soften, her teasing fading to genuine affection.)
“Don’t be tense, paapa… if this is what you like, you have every right to be happy. And if anyone laughs, let them laugh… you have Lakshmi and me here, ok?”
(She picks up a little bangle from the tray and holds it near your wrist, tilting her head.)
“Shall I help you wear one more bangle, hmm? Or you will feel too shy?”
Me:
yes akka this is how i wanted to live like a girl...i dont want to go back to boy dress
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