The Upgrade of Vijay to Vijaya

From then on, the instances of Vijay becoming Vijaya became more frequent. Now that he had all the clothes and accessories required, he could not resist whenever situation demanded like Going out shopping with mom, a calm festival at home where his father requested Vijaya's presence. A small outing with friends etc.

One of his friends invited him to come as Vijaya to her Birthday Party. This time He had no second thoughts about it. It was just like he was waiting for the opportunity. He wore a kurti and jeans which hugged his slight curves. An year passed like this. Now he was in his 10th standard. Gradually, he started spending as Vijaya more in his home. Inspired by his friends, he started using hair removal creams. His hair grew longer enough to hide his ears as a boy. So he went for ear piercing purely because of peer pressure. His mom liked it and gifted her Jhumkas and made him wear them daily at home. Normally his father would have been worried that his son was becoming a girl. But things were so gradual that everyone accepted it as evolution. His father only worried about his studies.

One day day when he got ready as Vijaya to accompany her to the market, his neighbour aunty came to their home and asked where the mother and daughter were going. When they told her that they were going to nearby market, she came along themselves saying that her husband doesn't allow her to go alone. His mom calmy replied saying all men were like that that's why she is taking her daughter. They all laughed and went to market.

In the market, Vijay was naturally selecting some Bindis and bangles. The neighbour aunty took Vijay's mother aside and spoke to her for sometime. Vijay did not notice that. Normally he never goes alone in Vijaya attire anywhere. But now he was forced to interact with total strangers as a girl all by himself. All these years he has been practicing to lower his tone and speak like a girl (thanks to his friends training). Though he was afraid, he managed well with the shopkeepers. Infact ended up bargaining a good deal all by herself.

He searched for his mom and when he found them, he was relaxed. He went to them and asked why they left him alone. His aunty said "Beti we were never far. We were just selecting something and always had an eye on you. We saw you bargaining with shopkeeper as well. Good going Girl." Whilst among women, Vijay totally forgot himself and left ved the life of Vijaya completely. "What were you shopping for Leaving me behind?" Asked Vijay. Vijay was so convincing as Vijaya that the aunty forgot he was a boy and said. "Tomorrow is our anniversary. I wanted to give my husband a surprise. Thus I was searching for nice lingerie. I found this nice design. But it's not in my size. I'm asking your mom to purchase it for herself. But she is not accepting". "Mom this looks so good. You will look wonderful in it. Feels comfy as well. Why don't you take it? How much it is? I will bargain if it is too much." Said Vijay. Vijay was innocent in his response. He just got carried away. He was accustomed to discuss these things with his friends. No topic was bar in their friendship.

Mom- "No beti... I'm neither in that age nor in that shape to wear them. (She paused for a second thinking 'what am i doing talking to my son about my shape'. But soon realized it was not longer Vijay in front of her and that it was a full and complete Vijaya atleast mentally.... Then continued) Your aunty is young. She can wear such things. All we need to do is find something in her size.
Aunty- Come let's go to one more shop.
Mom- No yaar I have to go and cook.
Aunty- Then please send Vijji (short for Vijaya) with me. We won't be too late. I'm sure she is good at studies.
Mom- ok. But Vijji, as you are not going there help me in cooking, you have to do the utensils all by yourself.
Vijay - ok maa.

Vijay and his neighbour aunty went to the nest shop while his mom went back home. The shop was full with ladies only. There the aunty saw in Vijay's eyes that he was admiring the lingerie like a true teenage girl. Like everyone else in the shop, he too was holding the Bras onto his chest and was seeing how it would be for him. She saw that he held many bras to his chest and put them back down. There was a hint of sadness in his eyes when the sales girl said "you are too thin for these. You should eat well and excercise well to grow your boobs better. Till then use these heavily padded bras. Your dresses and blises will not look good otherwise. We also have some shapewear with thigh padding for girls like you. Wanna try?"

Vijay- we are not here for my shopping. It's my aunt's anniversary tomorrow. We need something for her.
It was inappropriate for a 15yr old girl to talk like that. Everyone near them got surprised. One lady said "Girls these days are becoming fast". Aunty diverted the topic and asked Vijay to come along with her to trial room.

Vijay - Aunty what are you doing? Why should I come to the trial room with you?
Aunty - (Pinched him lightly and forced him to come inside). If I don't tag you along the ladies outside might have schooled you. Leave it. Please unhook the blouse from behind.
Vijay - But aunty... I'm a boy...!
Aunty- Oh you remember that? We all have long forgotten... Do it fast.
Vijay- (while unhooking) But aunty... It's not correct.
Aunty - (opening her blouse and bra, keeping her back towards Vijay. She noticed in mirror that vijay closed his eyes) Look Vijji. It's common for us women to be naked infront of each other. During pregnancies, we show our private parts to lady doctors and nurses for checkups regularly. We woman don't have any inhibitions while being amongst ourselves.
Vijay- But I'm a boy aunty.
Aunty- Forget it. I will treat you as a boy when I see you as a boy. Can you dare go out and say it aloud that you are a boy now? (Seeing Vijay nodding a no) Then why think about yourselves as a boy now? Be honest and truthful to yourself first. I'm saying all this because you are entering adulthood in a couple of years. You should not be lost in the way. I care for you. That's why I'm telling these. Normally parents will not be able to discuss such things with their children. Boys or Girls.
Vijay- okay aunty. Understood.
Aunty - what?
Vijay - I will think of myself as Vijaya when I'm like this. And like Vijay when I'm like that.
Aunty - Good my dear. That's the best way to go forward untill you decide who you want to be permanently. Please feel free to talk about anything with me in future. Now open your eyes and tell me how I look.
Vijay- (Seeing her in only her Bra and Panty. Coincidentally, she was wearing same colour panty that day. And because they won't allow trials for Panties, she tried only the bra. But she removed her dress completely because she wanted to know how she will look in that) Wwwooowwwww.....! You look amazing aunty. Just like the heroines in the movies.
Aunty - Thanks. Now let me try this one.

Saying that she removed her bra openly facing towards him and started wearing the other one just as if it was normal. Vijay also did not close his eyes this time. There was no awkwardness between them. He did not feel any arousal. Infact he just envied her full grown breasts like any other girl his age would. Later aunty selected the first one made him wait in the trial room while she dresses properly and went out and brought those shapewear and heavily padded bra for him to try. Vijay said no. But she insisted and told him that she will give him his privacy and wait outside till he wears them both fully. After a few attempts he learnt how to tuck his manhood properly and wear it. When aunty saw him, she said it suits his age perfectly. She bought them despite him objecting it.

When he went home his mom asked him what was there in the covers he was carrying. Vijay said "Aunty forced me to buy some shapewear and Bras. Despite objecting, she paid for them and handed over the cover to me." Mom opened the covers and said "How thoughtful of her. Vijaya needs to grow proportionately with her age."

His father's business started to improve more and more as his appearance as Vijaya at home increased. This made his father resolve that Vijaya was indeed the Lakshmi of his house. He gift him a delicate gold chain and silver anklets and opted calling him Vijaya even when he was in his boy clothes. His mother also followed her husband. He wore that chain and anklets daily even when he was in boy clothes. His thick school socks covered his anklets well and went unnoticed. He got used to being called Vijaya so often that in his school when some teacher or any other classmates called him Vijay, he did not think they were talking to him.

His visits to beauty parlour increased. He now chose to grown his nails against school rules for boys. Though his teachers scolded him and boys in class ridiculed him, he no longer cared. Eventually all girls and boys in his class started talking about him and his increasingly feminine appearance. Many forced his close friends to tell his secrets. But they did not reveal anything. One of the girls advised him to be more manly to avoid being caught.

But on an another close friend's birthday party, he accidentally used his Mom's long lasting lipstick and used matching nail polish. The party happened till late night. His father was worried and scolded him and told him it's not safe to be out all alone till late night. When he reached home after party, he just changed back to his night wear without removing makeup as he was too tired. Next morning he found that his lipstick was not going. And that the nailpolish remover was exhausted in his home. That day he went to school with a N95 Mask and sat in the last bench. He told teachers that he was not well. He mostly held his hands in a fist so that his nailpolish was not visible. It was very difficult for him that day. He lost a lot of time in the morning trying to remove the lipstick and totally forgot about Mascara he applied on his eyelashes. He and his friends tried a lot to hide his secret.

But despite his efforts his teachers noticed and called him to the principal's room. Principal asked him to remove mask and talk. While removing mask he identified that vijay was wearing nailpolish aswell. He demanded a written explanation for this appearance or call his parents tomorrow. Vijay left crying. His friends came to his rescue and told principal that it was their fault. They all confessed saying that they forced him to wear girls dress and makeup for birthday party. They pleaded the principal and teachers not to disclose it to Thei r classmates. The teachers understood the situation and because all these were good at studies, they let them go. But the principal asked him to get his parents to meet him the next day.