That night, he couldn’t sleep properly.
Rainwater dripped steadily from somewhere outside the building. A dog barked in the distance. The ceiling fan clicked overhead in its irritating rhythm.
But his mind kept replaying one thing.
That look on his mother’s face.
Not teasing.
Not playful.
Certain.
As if some idea inside her had finally become clear.
The next morning, she behaved unusually normal.
Which was suspicious.
Too normal.
No comments about his hair.
No jokes.
No smirking observations while he helped in the kitchen.
In fact, she barely mentioned yesterday at all.
That somehow made him more nervous.
She moved around the flat calmly, preparing breakfast while listening to morning bhajans on the radio.
He sat quietly at the dining table.
Finally he asked:
“What?”
She looked up innocently.
“What what?”
“You’re planning something.”
A slow smile appeared immediately.
“So you know me properly at least.”
“Aai…”
She placed poha onto his plate.
“Eat first.”
That meant danger was definitely coming.
By afternoon, his father had gone out again and rain had finally stopped. Sunlight entered the balcony after two gloomy days.
His mother stood near the bedroom cupboard organizing clothes.
Then casually:
“Come here once.”
He instantly became cautious.
“No.”
“I haven’t even said anything yet.”
“Still no.”
She laughed softly.
“Drama king.”
He stayed near the hall entrance instead of approaching.
His mother opened the cupboard further and pulled out a stack of old clothes.
Cotton nighties.
House dresses.
Blouses wrapped together neatly.
His stomach dropped immediately.
“Aai.”
“What?”
“Don’t start.”
“Start what?”
She turned with complete calmness holding a folded light-blue house kurti.
Not flashy.
Not feminine-feminine.
Just simple home wear.
The kind middle-aged women wore comfortably inside the house.
“You’re helping me clean upper shelves today,” she said casually. “Wear this.”
He stared at her like she’d lost her mind.
“No.”
“Why?”
“Because it’s yours!”
“It’s old.”
“That doesn’t help!”
She sighed dramatically like dealing with a difficult child.
“Your clothes will get dirty.”
“I’ll wear another T-shirt.”
“This is loose and comfortable.”
“I don’t care.”
His mother folded the kurti neatly over her arm and walked toward him slowly.
“You panic too fast.”
“I’m not wearing women’s clothes.”
“Women’s?” she repeated thoughtfully. “Interesting.”
“What?”
“You said that with so much fear.”
“I said it normally.”
“No,” she replied calmly. “You said it like touching fabric will destroy your masculinity forever.”
He rubbed his forehead in frustration.
“Aai, please.”
“Listen carefully,” she interrupted.
Her voice changed slightly now.
More serious.
“You already help in the kitchen. You already clean. You already fold clothes. You already behave gentler than most boys I know.”
He opened his mouth.
She continued before he could speak.
“And frankly? Half the men in this society are louder than you but less useful than housemaids.”
That shut him up.
She stepped closer.
“So what exactly are you protecting?”
Silence.
His chest tightened.
Because he didn’t actually know.
She lifted the kurti slightly.
“Try it once.”
“No.”
“Once.”
“No.”
Her eyebrow rose.
His resistance weakened automatically.
Damn it.
She saw that too.
And the moment she realized he was wavering—
her entire energy changed.
Calmer.
More confident.
Like she already knew she’d win.
“You’re only wearing it inside the house,” she said softly now. “Not outside.”
Still silence.
“Nobody is here.”
He looked away.
“Aai…”
“Why does the idea scare you so much?”
Because some hidden part of him wasn’t only scared.
That was the real problem.
His mother studied his face carefully.
And suddenly…
she understood.
His eyes widened slightly when he realized she understood.
A very slow smile appeared on her lips.
Not mocking.
Not shocked.
Almost… pleased.
“There it is,” she murmured quietly.
“What?”
“That honesty you keep hiding.”
Heat rushed into his face immediately.
“You’re imagining things.”
“Am I?”
She stepped even closer now.
Close enough that he could smell sandalwood soap from her saree.
“Then look at me and say you feel nothing about this.”
He tried.
Failed instantly.
Her smile deepened.
Exactly like a teacher watching a student finally stop pretending.
Without another word, she pressed the kurti into his hands.
“Bathroom,” she said calmly.
His heart started hammering.
“Aai—”
“Go.”
The single word carried absolute authority.
And before he fully understood what was happening—
his legs had already started moving.
Inside the bathroom, he stared at the blue kurti for nearly two minutes.
This was insane.
Completely insane.
He should throw it outside immediately.
Instead…
his fingers slowly touched the fabric.
Soft.
Loose cotton.
Comfortable.
His heartbeat became uneven again.
Finally, with shaking hands, he removed his T-shirt.
Five minutes later, he stood frozen in front of the bathroom mirror.
The kurti reached just above his knees.
Loose sleeves.
Soft blue color.
And because of his height and narrow frame—
it fit disturbingly well.
He looked younger.
Smaller.
Softer.
Almost delicate.
A knock came outside.
“Finished?”
“No.”
“Come out.”
“I’m changing back.”
“No you’re not.”
His stomach flipped.
“Aai…”
“Come outside.”
His hand tightened against the bathroom door.
Then slowly…
he opened it.
His mother stood waiting outside with folded arms.
The second her eyes landed on him—
she went completely still.
Silence filled the hallway.
His pulse thundered in his ears.
She looked at him from head to toe slowly.
Taking in every detail.
The loose sleeves.
His exposed soft legs.
Hair still tied back.
Nervous posture.
Then she exhaled softly through her nose.
Not laughing.
Not teasing.
Almost satisfied.
“Oh,” she said quietly.
That single word made his entire body tense.
His mother walked around him once slowly, observing him openly now.
“You know what’s dangerous?” she murmured.
“What?”
“You don’t even look uncomfortable in it.”
He swallowed hard.
She stopped directly in front of him.
And for the first time since all this started—
her tone lost almost all humor.
“You’ve spent years forcing yourself into a role that never fit properly.”
Her fingers adjusted the sleeve near his shoulder calmly.
“But this…”
A pause.
“This suits you naturally.”
His throat tightened.
“No it doesn’t.”
Her eyes lifted to meet his.
“You really want me to believe that?”
Silence.
Long silence.
Then suddenly—
doorbell.
Both froze.
His eyes widened in horror.
His mother turned toward the entrance slowly.
Then back toward him.
And very calmly smiled.
“Don’t panic,” she said.
But the expression on her face suggested something terrifying.
Because instead of telling him to change—
she walked toward the front door anyway.
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